lots of crying, accusations, screaming.
mostly on my part.
and i ran off to maine because i've realized that although i want her in my life, i cannot trust myself to remain calm. i have so much anger, anger that overshadows everything and keeps me from thinking clearly and reacting properly.
she's been saying it all along -- but i just couldn't accept it--we need time apart to calm down.
november 1.
short goals.
baby steps. it's all about baby steps.