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hope. hope hope hope. that's what i have right now. i'm growing a little, facing my fears, letting it go. G is sounding a little happier, which makes me happy. i love her very much - and right now she needs me as a friend, not as a girlfriend. she's going through hard times and the best role i can play is that of the friend part in our relationship. so i feel stronger and more positive and hoping that she soon feels the same.